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| Monday, July 2nd, 2007 | | 12:33 am |
One Incident and I am Broken
I am not good. My life is falling apart and I wont stop it because...I am scared for nothing, I am to worried that I will cause a fuss while I curse myself because of what I NEED to do. People get things wrong but I don't say anything, and when i finally do, its whatever I think they want to hear. People say things that are wrong and I do nothing, people sacrifice things for causes that should never have come about when I could have stopped it. There would be many many people who would say things like "Its not your fault" or "There was nothing you could do" but both of these things are so very very wrong. I once made a decision to live for myself and only myself, just so I could feel free from it all, if only for a little bit, but then I feel guilty about not doing enough for people. So much needless pain and anger, but it has love in it also and that makes it more depressing. There is to much pride, independence is a terrible thing if we refuse offered help, and stubbornness. I need help but I cannot ask for it, this is the closest I can come to actually telling people what I need, not putting on a facade for people to enjoy. I need some help and I feel so bad for asking and I havent even said why. This rant probably just goes around in circles, I dont feel any better. See you all when I do I guess, If I do. Current Mood:  depressedCurrent Music: My mum crying in the other room. | | Thursday, August 24th, 2006 | | 7:34 pm |
look, another post (in other news) OW THE PAIN
Well since stuff is continually happening it seems i will be continually posting. Went to Ash's/Joel's/Wally's/All of the above's, party on the weekend. Best night in a long time, highlights being Chris showing up, Jay Jay sobering down, and fun for the most part. Unfortunately there was a fist fight between Ash and Wayne, spooky thing is, i new it would happen... not with Ash of course or i would have told him my concerns but definately with Wayne... mind you, all you had to do was look. Nothing Monday, just a nice leisurely day of school after work experience... might apply for a job their. Tuesday started off well, from 7:15 untill 8:40 everything was fine, until my thumb was slammed in a car door. Much blood and flesh tearing, the bone is probably broken but since it was the end of my thumb there is nothing they can do about it, just try not to knock it and keep it supported. To all of you having a good time, and all of you not having a good time. THIS CONCLUDES OUR BROADCAST DAY | | Saturday, August 12th, 2006 | | 4:46 pm |
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K, So i am finally using this again... YAY... nothing had happened so nothing to report... THEN. Now however, is a different story: I got into Erindale College, not something hard but definately irritating when you have to worry bout it because you are 30 meters outside the primary enrolement area. I got my L's license, YAY for me, *GASP* for any unlucky pedestrians I have work experience from monday to friday, working at Blockbuster Video in Erindale so that should be fun. I got a new job, i work fridays (Again) from around 5 till... when i am done... i am a kitchenhand (Again) and i work at the Deaken Football Club... with my mum (Again...anyone see a pattern?) So thats an update on my life... as a show of my affection i have posted 3/4 quizzes for my own enjoyment. To those i havent seen recently, i should change that. To those i have, I will see you again. Current Mood: YAYY FOR THE PEOPLECurrent Music: The Dresdon Dolls : Dirty Buisness | | 4:34 pm |
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.:-|What is your true element?|-:. -With Anime Pictures and detailed answers-
Your element is Water: Understanding, intelligent, quiet and calm. You know who you are and no one can change that. Usually quiet but only because your listening, don't let anyone think you haven't got an opinion! Your not quiet because your shy or sad, your usually quiet because you are thinking. Your answers are well planned and helpful so people generally seek your advice. Your the perfect balance between solitary and outgoing. But sometimes you need a little time to yourself to sort out your emotions and figure things out. You understand the phrase 'sticks and stone' and rarely let things get to you. What's that important for you to have to get so upset over? You know what you want out of life but are simply taking your time and enjoying things. To you your life is fine as it is, you can always change things later if your not happy.
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| | 4:17 pm |
What wise quote fits you? [pics]
Your wise quote is: "Our greatest glory is not in never falling, but in rising everytime we fall" by Confucius.
Yes indeed, you see true strenght can only be seen when a person has "fallen". Only then one can tell how they will handle it. Just don't make others fall so you can know who they really are. You on the other hand may be a very quick recoverer and don't let people bring you down. You are your own, and you're find with that. Emotional issues is something you handle rather nicely.
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| | Thursday, April 20th, 2006 | | 10:16 pm |
| You scored as Hedonism. Your life is guided by the principles of Hedonism: You believe that pleasure is a great, or the greatest, good; and you try to enjoy life?s pleasures as much as you can.
?Eat, drink, and be merry, for tomorrow we die!?
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Hedonism | | 85% | Apathy | | 65% | Utilitarianism | | 60% | Existentialism | | 55% | Strong Egoism | | 50% | Justice (Fairness) | | 50% | Kantianism | | 45% | Nihilism | | 40% | Divine Command | | 0% | </td>
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Well, if Ash can do it, i can do it as well. 1. Grab the nearest book. 2. Open the book randomly. 3. Read the page you open to. 4. Find you're favourite paragraph on that page and post the text in your journal along with these instructions. 5. Don't search around and look for the "coolest" book you can find or flip through pages until you find a paragraph you want. Both the book and the page must be randomly picked. Here goes: He had tried to get a date with her ever since he'd moved to Raccoon, drawn in by her long legs and platinum blonde hair; he'd allways been partial to blondes, particularly smart ones. Not only had she repeatedly turned him down, she hadn't even tried to be nice about it. When he'd called her Ellen, she'd coolly informed him that she was his superior and a doctor, and would be addressed as such. Ice queen through and through. If she hadn't been so damned good-looking, he never would have bothered in the first place. "But my, how your beauty has faded, Dr. Ellen..." Wesker closed his eyes, smiling, reliving the experience. It had been the ratty strings of blonde hair that has given her away as she'd shuffled out from behind a shelf, moaning and reaching for him. Her legs were still long, but they'd lost alot of their appeal - not to mention a fair amount of skin... "What a lovely perfume you're wearing, Dr. Smith," he'd said. Then two shots tothe head, and she'd gone down in a spray of blood and bone. Wesker didn't like to think of himself as a shallow man, but pulling the trigger on that high-riding bitch had been wonderfully-no, deeply- gratifying. Resident Evil 1 : The Umbrella Conspiracy S.D.Perry Page 148 | | Monday, April 3rd, 2006 | | 3:42 pm |
GAH, it has been so long since posting that i dont know where i was oh well WARNING: The following contains thoughts of a deppressed and quite possibly emo nature. All those prone to brain leasions may wish to look away. I am undeserving. People should avoid me as i bring pain. I build up these towers around me only to kick them down. I bring things on myself and make others suffer. And yet people manage to forgive me, allways with the forgiving, people dont get angry anymore, they let their feelings eat away inside of them and they explode with the repression of it all. I feel like shit, the world is against me, Simple Plans make sense now. I am not good at the emo post but i tried people. Current Mood: EmoCurrent Music: Kiss Kiss Hanajima | | Thursday, February 23rd, 2006 | | 4:00 pm |
Some of these dont seem to work but oh well
Lachlan Thomas Campbell's Aliases
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Your movie star name: Cheese Ted
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Your fashion designer name is Lachlan Berlin
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Your socialite name is Cabbage Spain
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Your fly girl / guy name is L Cam
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Your detective name is Leopard Wanniassa
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Your barfly name is Donut Burbon
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Your soap opera name is Thomas Mosely
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Your rock star name is Skittles Light
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Your star wars name is Lacjes Camdou
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Your punk rock band name is The Exausted Spleen
| Current Music: Alkaline Trio - Mercy Me | | 3:48 pm |
well i am updating, so i am back at school and stuff has been happening, much stuff, so. i have moved house, it took us 3 days to move everything ( i have a theory that we only got half the crap and it has been breeding ever since... there were things that should never have HEARD OF let alone seen daylight there) but it is a good house, i got the smallest room but my brother and i are switching rooms in about april... WE HAVE CARPET!!! yeah, it is in kambah near to the high school... a bit closer to the school then in curtin. So many friends are changing, doug is more confident, brendan is not such an asshole anymore, there are new friends and some better old ones and some seem to be earning a... "reputation" for lack of a better term. Many bitches and moans, nothing on par with what ash recieves but still its mucho harsh. i wont name people so as to risk incrimination. So i accidently kinda stood ash up on tuesday, it was a case of very bad timing, he was getting coffee just as i was coming in so we missed each other, i thought he forgot and so went to laurens, but we are going (probably) next week so yay. See ya's all eventually Current Music: Blood - The Editors. BLOODY GREAT SONG | | 3:48 pm |
| How to make a snowy_lachy |
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1 part mercy
5 parts self-sufficiency
5 parts ego |
Method:
Stir together in a glass tumbler with a salted rim. Add a little lustfulness if desired! |
| | Saturday, February 4th, 2006 | | 9:57 pm |
Well i am back, i was wrong it was the 29th and not the 30th that i got here. But its just one day and i didnt miss anything. I managed to see the people i wanted to see first, first. I went into Woden to see Ash and anyone else who was there, i was alone that day so i walked to woden, when i walkedd past lan i couldnt see anyone, i thought i saw ash and i was probably right but i decided to go into the plaza and cool off. As i was going past a second time i saw Morwen having a smoke on the seat and so i went and talked to her and we laughed and she gained further insight into my troubled soul (my dads girlfriends son used to bash me). Then Ash and joel came out and we talked for a minute or so before the 2 of them walked off. Meanwhile morwen and i were wondering wheather or not we were meant to go with them, lol. So we walked and talked and caught up, and Morwen and i talked about Actresses and then got juice. Eventually we went back to lan where Ash got frustrated, which i believe was the logical thing considering that bad things had happened and the heat was pretty bad. So i ended up going out of lan games for a little walk, when i got back ash was at least acting a bit better which was good, it had cooled down at that point so that could have helped. So i then went with doug to see big mommas house but i thought we were going to see the family stone but anyway, we were joined eventually by Tim, Sarah and another guy ummm... Jaimie. And we walked around eventually doug suggested we see if ash was in, he was, and so was morwen and Joel and wally... i felt kinda weird having such weird people on one side and having Ash, Joel and wally on the other... anyway we kept going and we ran around and we had a catwalk moment, and doug and I laid on the grass and made out for a bit... kinda disturbing when just earlier Tim had been lying on me with his hand down his pants but yeah, it was fun and totally made up for the shitty holidays... Wow, one day is longer then my whole holidays... COOL Current Mood:  excitedCurrent Music: I'm So Postmodern - The Bedroom Philosiphers | | Wednesday, January 25th, 2006 | | 5:19 pm |
My Holidaze
Yay, i am coming back on the 30th. Unfortunately i am still moving but not right away so i can tell people the details as i recieve them. It is so boring up here, of the 3-4 weeks i have been up here I: Went to sydney... once, went to campbelltown... once, went out to eat...twice, went and saw relatives for... 3 days, saw friends... twice, thats about it. I have been feeling bad because i am missing everyone in canberra, plus, being up here is hell for my skin. The boredom is only heightened by the fact that i have been banned from the net so i can only go on at times when people are careless. FAMILY BITCHING: My dad makes a huge effert for us to come up here, he works half the time and the other half we pretty much just laze around the house... FUN FUN FUN, it is wet up here... usually i wouldnt mind but when there is nothing to do it really is miserable. the best part of the day is sleep because i have been doing that for about 9-12 hours a day... eh, what can you do. Missing you all and i hope to see you in the 6 days before school starts. Kiss Kiss Kiss, Hug Hug Hug, Love Love Love Current Mood: Bored, Sleepy, HappyCurrent Music: Anberlin-Paperthin Hymn | | Saturday, January 14th, 2006 | | 3:30 am |
105 questions, bonus points if you read them all
Middle name:Thomas School: Wanniassa high Birthday: 17th October 1990 Astrological sign: Libra (i am the balance between all things) Chinese sign: Horse... if you want to get technical i am a metal horse Do you even believe in astrology?: I belive everything happens for a reason, and karma, gotta love the karma Are your parents still together?: No, not since I was 8 I think... Are you the youngest or oldest?: Eldest with a shit for a brother (not literally) What size shoe do you wear?: 10 1/2 What size ring do you wear?: What ever fits Appearence Hair color: Dirty blonde, light brown Eye color: Blue/Green/Blue again Height: 177 methinks Do you wear colored contacts?: no but i would like to What's your favorite sport?: Soccer and Judo Do you play any instruments?: Violin, Trumpet, Piano, Keyboard, Guitar... triangle Are you in band?: I would love to but no Play any sports?: See favourite sports Favorite actor: Jake Gylanhol (say it as its spelt i cant spell the true way) He was the best in donnie darko Random Were you born in the city?: Canberra Country?: Australia Suburb: Depends on when you are talking about. Kambah, Mittagong, Hilltop, Higgens, Fadden, Curtin Ever been to Niagra falls?: Nope Ever been to Africa?: No What's your favorite drink?: Bundaberg ginger beer... and alcohol Do you like to shop: Yes Like video games? Thats a Stupid Question With me.. Cards?: Yup Asparagus?: No. Seinfeld?: Its a Classic. The OC?: Yes Ever been to New York?: Not yet How long have you had AIM for?: AIM? Xanga?: Xanga? (help me) *crawls in a ball sucking my thumb* Are you a Harry Potter fan?: i guess Lord of the Rings?: Yes Star Wars?: I like the movies Do you like Superman or Batman?: Batman. But only for the bad guys, Joker & harlie quinn, Poisen Ivy etc. Are you a procrastinator?: ... i will have to get back to you... Do you smoke?: Used to but i didnt get addicted for some reason Drink?: Socially, Do drugs?: See smoking. Are you a slut?: It depends who you ask... personally i dont know Do you think Paris Hilton is ugly: yes Are you sure?: yes Ever see someone die?: Just in movies Been to a funeral?: When i was about 5 Ever been a part of a wedding?: No Been to band camp?: Kinda Is it anything like they say in American Pie?: No Do you have a job?: Yes Do you like dairy?: Yes Vegetables?: I guess so Ever been to Sweden?: That little hollowed out country with their chocolate and their watches? no Do you always wear a watch?: My phone is my watch Favorite flavor of icecream?: Coconut, mint choc chip How do you like your coffee?: Iced Do you get good grades?: Only where I care Do you want to get married?: Eventually Have kids?: Eventually What do you want to be?: A chef, a waiter, a voo keeper and a bath. ALL AT THE SAME TIME What's your favorite color?: Green, Blue. All the colours that the groups reject, preppy have pink, goths black and red, Uber happys have yellows and oranges... i like the mellow colours Ever been in a cult?: No Are you Jewish?: No Do you wear converse?: I have worn cheezy rip offs, they had a different logo and everything Shop at AE: No A & F: No Hollister?: No. Aero?: None of those places are australian you know... How long do you spend putting on make up?: none Ever wanted to be an astronaut?: Nope, i happen to like the idea of defying gravity WITH its continued presence around me Do you like the movie Harold and Kumar go to White Castle?: Havent seen it (shame on me) How about The Village?: It was ok What's the last movie you saw in theatres?: King kong... yes it was a good... movie What's your favorite genre of movies?: Anything as long as it is good Do you wear a lot of jewelry?: Not much What's your favorite holiday? Anything i can allways have fun and not get bitched at when my idea of fun for the day is lounging around eating and watching movies Ever met a celebrity?: Well i did meet the lead singer from The Dandy Warhols Ever been to a country concert?: Yes What about a classical concert?: no Play in them?? Classical A rock concert?: Good Charlotte. Do you like to mosh?: Hell Yeah. Are you in a band?: not yet.. Ever seen your favorite musician live?: I would have to pick one first Do you drive?: Not yet Do you like playing in the snow?: Yes The rain?: Yes Afraid of lightning or thunder?: No i love it Do you have OCD?: Perhaps Do you watch the news?: Half the time Are you sad this is over?: Not sad, kinda dissapointed, it was interesting | | 3:22 am |
well i said i'd put it here
1. Who are you? 2. Are we friends? 3. When and how did we meet? 4. How have I affected you? 5. What do you think of me? 6. What's the fondest memory you have of me? 7. How long do you think we will be friends? 8. Do you love me? 9. Do you have a crush on me? 10. Would you kiss me? 11. Would you hug me? 12. Physically, what stands out? 13. Emotionally, what stands out? 14. Do you wish I was cooler? 16. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it. 17. Am I loveable? 18. How long have you known me? 19. Describe me in one word. 20. What was your first impression? 21. Do you still think that way about me now? 22. What do you think my weakness is? 23. Do you think I'll get married? 24. Would you ever go out with me? 25. What makes me sad? 26. What reminds you of me? 27. If you could give me anything what would it be? 28. How well do you know me? 29. When's the last time you saw me? 30. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't? 31. Do you think I could kill someone? 32. Are you going to put this on your Live Journal and see what I say about you? Please answer... i'm ever so lonely | | Friday, January 6th, 2006 | | 10:52 pm |
Well it has been anabsolute AGE since my last (true) post so here is my latest. (I will only give you details not dates... cant really remember them... not that people really care but still, its a way for me to remember whats going on and has gone on in my life) So on new years eve (the one date i remember) I went to my mate Brads house for a visit. We listened to music, watched the spongebob squarepants movie, listened to music, watched saw, listened to yet more music, watched will and grace and then went to bed. I have been talking to brendan alot recently, i have wanted to meet up again so we kept talking on the phone "you do this, i will do that, come to this, lets do that" and then he hops on the same bus as my bro and me as we are going to my grandma's, THE IRONY PEOPLE, the one time i see him is the one time i cant actually really talk to him. I talked to him recently and he said he loved me... i was dumbstruck... the whole time we were going out he never said a compassionate thing to me but now that we are broken up he is filled with a rich nougaty center of sweetness (LOL nougat) but i appear to be spoken for... MISSING YOU SO MUCH i was meant to go to see Narnia with kitten and her friends but i didnt really want to leave everyone in Lan-Games that day, plus i felt i would be intruding on their fun, Plus they kinda dissapeared when i went to get money so i Could have gone with them, so i decided there was no poin in having a good time by myself when i could have a good time with people i havent been feeling very well for a couple of days, it is like tonsilitis with a terrible consistant migraine and quite a bad stomach bug... YAY vomiting with an esophagus that feels as flimsy as tissue paper... FUN And (the bombshell) I am moving. Not i might be moving Not i want to move Just I am moving, against my will, to who knows where (the reason for my dipressiveness at the top is explained herein) Naturally the people i go to for at least some support get pissed at me for being upset about it (shal you will love this, *cough* jenny) I would be ok with it... if we actually had a potential home lined up but as it is, i am going up to my dads for the rest of the holidays, leaving mum to pack everything up on her own and leaving her to try and find a place for us all to stay by the time we get back, i dont even know if it is in canberra because she was allways talking about moving us to queensland or something so i might need to say goodbye to everyone, probably being a bit melodramatic (lol as jenny said about me "its either nonstop drama or nothing isnt it"... from the girl who is allways saying "i like him but he doesnt like me but i want him to like me and i like him so for a moment i will forget about the first guy and concentrate on the second but i dont know why i bother because noone will love me and if they do i will obsess, obsess, obsess driving all those around me insane and yet not seeing it because "all i need is a loving man") I think i may be pissed at jenny a bit I also got some rammsteine albums : Reise Reise, Mutter, Live Aus Berlin and their newey Rosenrot + the DVD industrial angels. I got Nightwish, The dandy warhols, The bloodhound gang. yup i love my music at the moment Current Mood: boredCurrent Music: Dd riste so gut - rammsteine and Plan A - the dandy warhols | | Monday, January 2nd, 2006 | | 3:25 pm |
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