Current mood:	bored
Current music:	Dd riste so gut - rammsteine and Plan A - the dandy warhols

Well it has been anabsolute AGE since my last (true) post so here is my latest.
(I will only give you details not dates... cant really remember them... not that people really care but still, its a way for me to remember whats going on and has gone on in my life)

So on new years eve (the one date i remember) I went to my mate Brads house for a visit. We listened to music, watched the spongebob squarepants movie, listened to music, watched saw, listened to yet more music, watched will and grace and then went to bed.

I have been talking to brendan alot recently, i have wanted to meet up again so we kept talking on the phone "you do this, i will do that, come to this, lets do that" and then he hops on the same bus as my bro and me as we are going to my grandma's, THE IRONY PEOPLE, the one time i see him is the one time i cant actually really talk to him.
I talked to him recently and he said he loved me... i was dumbstruck... the whole time we were going out he never said a compassionate thing to me but now that we are broken up he is filled with a rich nougaty center of sweetness (LOL nougat)
but i appear to be spoken for... MISSING YOU SO MUCH

i was meant to go to see Narnia with kitten and her friends but i didnt really want to leave everyone in Lan-Games that day, plus i felt i would be intruding on their fun, Plus they kinda dissapeared when i went to get money so i Could have gone with them, so i decided there was no poin in having a good time by myself when i could have a good time with people

i havent been feeling very well for a couple of days, it is like tonsilitis with a terrible consistant migraine and quite a bad stomach bug... YAY vomiting with an esophagus that feels as flimsy as tissue paper... FUN

And (the bombshell) I am moving.
Not i might be moving
Not i want to move
Just I am moving, against my will, to who knows where (the reason for my dipressiveness at the top is explained herein) Naturally the people i go to for at least some support get pissed at me for being upset about it
(shal you will love this, *cough* jenny)
I would be ok with it... if we actually had a potential home lined up but as it is, i am going up to my dads for the rest of the holidays, leaving mum to pack everything up on her own and leaving her to try and find a place for us all to stay by the time we get back, i dont even know if it is in canberra because she was allways talking about moving us to queensland or something so i might need to say goodbye to everyone, probably being a bit melodramatic

(lol as jenny said about me "its either nonstop drama or nothing isnt it"... from the girl who is allways saying "i like him but he doesnt like me but i want him to like me and i like him so for a moment i will forget about the first guy and concentrate on the second but i dont know why i bother because noone will love me and if they do i will obsess, obsess, obsess driving all those around me insane and yet not seeing it because "all i need is a loving man")

I think i may be pissed at jenny a bit

I also got some rammsteine albums : Reise Reise, Mutter, Live Aus Berlin and their newey Rosenrot + the DVD industrial angels.
I got Nightwish, The dandy warhols, The bloodhound gang.
yup i love my music at the moment